When I was 11, my eyebrows used to be very bushy.
Good bushy because I could shape them, but having facials for over 10 years, it's affected my eyebrows.
They're an odd shape now and I wish I stopped my beauty therapist from waxing anymore but I trusted her to know what shape fitted me.
Luckily my eyebrows are black but because I'm Chinese, you can see each individual eyebrow hair. They're not perfectly meshed together. My boyfriend has amazing eyebrows - shape and a good amount.
I never dare to colour them in and wear it out because every time I attempt, they look like a pair of slugs and I've even asked my sister to draw them on like she does with hers and nothing looks good. Trust me, it does not look natural.
BEFORE
AFTER
I've been trying to let my eyebrows grow again because I don't want to end up with over plucked eyebrows which is what plenty of girls have done to themselves. Because of this, they end up drawing hideous ones that cover most of their forehead. It makes you question where they got their inspiration from.
In the end, I am no professional and my eyebrows cannot be saved. They curve like a bracket, therefore I will never colour them in.
Er, not me.
I don't know how some people do it. How do people have the heart and balls to confront somebody, without getting nervous?
I've only done it a couple of times and the times that I have, my blood was boiling. I would have to be angry or very very annoyed. But other than that, I'm quite laid back.
Sometimes I think that these people do not deserve my time for me to get angry about but at the same time, they need to hear some truths.
The ones who confront people often (especially face-to-face) are quite scary. I wouldn't know what to say to somebody. I would probably freeze, say a few words that don't make sense and then walk away. Then seconds later, I would have the perfect response but of course it's too late.
Why brain why.
Confrontation isn't a great way to communicate but some things need to be said. My heart beats too fast for it to be a smooth face-off.
Timing is everything as well, and also the location.
Others who like confrontations do it to be intimidating or shit stirring.
Run, Rex, Run!
I've had skin problems all of my life. I had eczema for ten years until the age of 12 and now I've got it again. Except nothing is healing it.
I've apparently got psoriasis on my legs which has left weepy marks and dark blotches, but thankfully it will fade in time so my legs aren't scarred.
With my fingers, I have pomphoylx. These affect me the most. Hands are being used everyday so you can't let it properly heal. Watery blisters appear, they pop and sometimes crack into really sore wounds. So many plasters have been used to cover my fingers.
It hurts when I write. It hurts when I type on the computer. I have to wear gloves when I wash my hair, in case it irritates my hands and also with cooking too. Waaaaa.
My hands used to be my best feature. I had really nice nails but now a couple of them are dented and growing out all bumpy. Skin is all wrinkly now.
What I miss is painting my nails. I could but if I wanted to take it off, the nail polish remover would sting so much!
Apparently my grandmother is going to take me to a skin specialist in Hong Kong - hopefully they'll give me some natural remedies or something. I'll try anything to stop my skin breaking out so badly.
My dermo doctor said that sometimes my skin condition can be caused by stress. Can't be cured, only controlled. So yeah, I'm fudged.
